You ever have one of those days when just about everything you try to do just...sucks?
I am having one of those weeks...months...well, crap...pretty much all of 2011 so far.
My desk is covered with files. My co worker just passed a test that took me twice to fail. And some random other organization wants me to give an hour long talk on what I do. Which, I know I will suck at.
My house seems to be messy-all the time. Some sort of communication breakdown is happening with me and the laundry. My yard looks like it is one step away from being declared a wildlife sanctuary. I don't even want to think about what might be growing in the shower.
I have completely slacked on the science fair project with Cooper. And I have not really come up with any new and exciting outings or activities to do with the boys in forever.
And as much as I feel like a bad mom, I also feel like a horrible friend. I have let people down and just not really been the shoulder to lean on that I normally am.
My to do list is so long that I can't even think about it.
I have gained a ton of weight, and must really work some time in at the gym.
UGH. I am hosting my own personal pity party as I feel like I suck at everything in life at the moment. SUCK.
So, if I have let any of you down, and not been the person that I should have been lately, I am sorry. And in the next coming months I promise to work on it. Not saying that I will be very good at it...but it is something that is on my ever growing to do list!